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Suddenly [Doris] looked eagerly towards one part of the room, a
radiant smile illuminating her whole countenance.
"Oh, lovely, lovely," she said. I asked,
"What is lovely?" "What I see,"
she replied in low, intense tones. "What do you
see?" "Lovely brightness--wonderful
beings." It is difficult to describe the sense of
reality conveyed by her intense absorption in the vision.
Then -- seeming to focus her attention more intently on one
place for a moment--she exclaimed, almost with a kind of joyous
cry, "Why, it's Father! Oh, he's so glad I'm coming;
he is so glad. It would be perfect if only W. (her
husband) would come too."
Her baby was brought for her to see. She looked at it with
interest, and then said, "Do you think I ought to stay for
baby's sake?" Then turning towards the vision again,
she said, "I can't -- I can't stay; if you could see what I
do, you would know I can't stay."
[Osis and Haroldsson: 'Apparently
the young woman "saw" something so real to her, so
gratifying, so valuable, that she was willing to give up her
life and her own baby!']
But she turned to her
husband, who had come in, and said, "You won't let baby go
to anyone who won't love him, will you?" Then she
gently pushed him to one side, saying, "Let me see the
lovely brightness."
[Osis and Haroldsson: 'Could
all this have merely been wish fulfillment expressed in the form
of a hallucination? Barrett considered such an
explanation, but he rejected it because among the apparitions of
the dead was someone whom Doris had not expected to see.
Her sister, Vida, had died three weeks before. However,
Doris had been kept uninformed of this because of her precarious
health. Therefore, Doris was a bit surprised when the
following occurred.']
She spoke to her father, saying,
"I am coming," turning at the same time to look at me,
saying, "Oh, he is so near." On looking at the
same place again, she said with a rather puzzled expression,
"He has Vida with him," turning again to me saying,
"Vida is with him." Then she said, "You do
want me, Dad; I am coming." |